Without a Net

By Nick Norwood
Featured Art: “Untitled” by Josiane Kouagheu

Bored, sluggish in the gray air
of a downtown office tower,
we three “junior associates”—Chris,

Ray, and I—absconded to a park
in the middle of the afternoon.
Amid the murdering heat of mid-July

it was deserted, and we slipped out
of our cheap suits and into shorts
and T-shirts in the public bathroom,

retrieved, from the backseat, a worn
Spalding, started pounding the rock
on cracked cement, balling the jack

in a kamikaze game of cutthroat.
And when, late in the action, faces
red as blisters, Chris—who would

make it to “senior associate” only
to grow glioblastoma, call me out
of the thin blue thirty years after this

epically random afternoon and
a month later greet me at his door
in Minnesota, bald head gripped

by tentacles ending in electrodes—
this same Chris, at 25, three years out
of college and still untried, untested,

unsure, cut hard toward the basket
and pulled up to hoist a rainbow
jumper. Ray—who would disappear

from our lives, reemerge, disappear
again—like myself, stopped, panting,
half-dead, to follow the ball

in its immaculate trajectory,
its slow-motion backspin, rising
and rising toward a haloed instant

of solar eclipse, then falling, falling
toward the netless iron hoop, and
passing through in perfect silence.

Or did it? Good? Or no good?
Game winner, or brick? Passing,
as it did, through nothing but air.

In memory of Christopher B. Vanatta


Nick Norwood’s poems have appeared in The Paris Review, Shenandoah, the Pushcart Prize Anthology, American Life in Poetry, and elsewhere. His four full volumes are The Soft Blare (2003), A Palace for the Heart (2004), Gravel and Hawk (2012, winner of the Hollis Summers Prize), and Eagle & Phenix (2019). He serves as director of the Carson McCullers Center for Writers and Musicians in Columbus, Georgia, and Nyack, New York.

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