By David O’Connell
Some believe the new math
proves reality is actually
a hologram. And who am I
to argue when I don’t know
the language? I speak pig math.
At times, finger count. Failed
this week to help my daughter
with her fractions. Don’t worry,
you’ll never use it in real life,
remember? But now it seems
this math has always been
presiding over smoke-filled
back rooms of the universe,
invisible mover and shaker
knowing what we want
are answers, and that we want
them now. Outside, the street
is darker for the light rain,
and I’ve cracked the window
to catch the scent of earth
kicked up by water falling
back to us. Nothing is lost,
explained the talking head
last night, asking that we picture
clapped erasers raising
clouds of dust. The math
he detailed says it’s possible
for every molecule of chalk
I smacked out in angry
plumes beside St. Mary’s
one afternoon in 1982
to reverse and gather again
upon the board—faint, then
clearly remaking each mistake
I’d scrawled that day in class.
Implausible, but not. An act
the nuns would’ve taught us
wasn’t math but miracle
on par with the angels
that appeared—like, what?
if not holograms—to trumpet
what they knew was right.
David O’Connell is the author of Our Best Defense (Červená Barva Press) and the chapbook A Better Way to Fall (The Poet’s Press). His work has appeared in Cincinnati Review, Copper Nickel, Ploughshares, and Southern Poetry Review, among others. More of his work can be found at davidoconnellpoet.com.