By Shakira Croce
Featured Image: Charlotte, Lady Watkin Williams-Wynne by Daniel Gardner, 1775
Courtesy National Gallery of Art, Washington
Yes, you may buy me
A drink
It has been a long week for me too
At work trading, you said?
No, you haven’t had much?
Experience in social enterprise
Isn’t it great we live in a country
Where you and your partners can pull such fine bootstraps
One of the brightest, yes
I’ve been told I have a nice smile among other things
Your lines show in a few more years
Your advances will be harmless, cute even
Thank you for the champagne
What did you say your name was?
You were telling me something
About your problem of being unable
To find a good dry cleaner for your white button-downs
Yes, I’ll have another
About your travels in Italy, did you see the naked Sabine
Captured in marble by so many chiseled arms
As she reaches above her alabaster
Gasp into the open air?
You were telling me something
She was much younger anyway
She told you it was over, you drink too much
No wonder you can’t get it up
Sorry,
That was a cheap shot
I don’t know why
I can be so defensive
Never mind, you were telling me something
I feel like it involved pills or dollars
And seeking counsel
Of course you had no idea
Excuse me, I don’t mean to leave now
When we’ve just met and you’ve bought me
So many drinks
It’s just that the French student across from us
I’ve been eying biting his lips
Has gone to smoke
And I wonder
What I’m missing
Maybe because there’s something about this
Time of night ebbing like the foam on the sea
Shakira Croce is a writer living in New York. Leave It Raw (Finishing Line Press, 2020) is her debut collection, featuring poems that explore the nuances of sexuality, motherhood, and ambition. Croce’s poetry has been featured in several literary magazines, including Pilgrimage Press, Ducts, pioneertown, Permafrost Magazine, and Shark Reef. She was a featured reader in the Boundless Tales Series and a finalist in the Linda Flowers Literary Award competition. She holds a BA from Sarah Lawrence College and an MPA from Pace University and currently works as Assistant Director of Communications at New York’s largest Medicaid Special Needs Health Plan, Amida Care.
Originally appeared in NOR 17