Free Will
By Daniel Eduardo Ruiz
I will pay for singing lessons
and play the piano. I will
learn Kung Fu, capoeira,
and break dance on the A train.
My magazine will be called
Pangaea and I’ll deliver
a carry-on bag of Café Bustelo
to poets living in Lithuania,
Zimbabwe, Jerusalem, Honduras.
I swear I’ll hold chopsticks correctly
before I’m buried, swear
to bungee jump, skydive,
go fishing because
I’ve never done it. One day
I’ll dunk a basketball—
sooner before later. Kiss
me, I wake up early
on purpose. Someone must
sing to the roosters,
peel the kiwis,
and preheat the oven.
Kiss me—I’m learning
Catalan. I’m getting a credit card
with sky miles and flossing
so my dentist will smile
more. At first, I missed
my car, but after seeing Dracula
I found I sleep sound
on buses. If Bruce Lee
did push-ups with two fingers,
what about me? Why can’t
I karate-chop concrete
slabs? I wasn’t always an apt
jump-roper. I didn’t always
speak English, nor did I like
cheese until my teens. I played
baseball with rocks and sticks,
basketball with a netless hoop,
soccer with a kickball.
The first seven years of my life
I refused to tie my shoes
myself. Now I can cut my own hair,
hold a handstand a few seconds, and
type with ten fingers.
I have whole albums memorized—
Big L and New Order, Kanye West and
Duran Duran—and every minute I’m
witness to the wind, a trained secret
agent. Every day I do
1,000 calf-raises. I’m turning
my body into a sculpture.
Daniel Eduardo Ruiz was born in Bayamón, Puerto Rico, and now studies poetry at the Michener Center for Writers at University of Texas-Austin. A 2016 Fulbright Scholar to Chile, his poems can or will be found in Southern Indiana Review, Juked, The Adroit Journal, and elsewhere.
Originally appeared in NOR 23.