Ode to the Fresh Start
By Susan Blackwell Ramsey
Featured Art: Untitled by Joseph Taylor
Sock drawer with its moth husks, limp mismatches,
rank refrigerator’s stink of shame, closet
whose back wall I don’t remember . . .
In Sanskrit abhyasa means practice, discipline,
not giving up, but starting over
and over and over again. Just start. Abhyasa.
So when I unroll my yoga mat
and it promptly rolls back up, I flip it over,
fling myself down on it, grunt “abhyasa.”
Veteran of fresh starts. I’ve trained myself
to believe there will be dustless bookshelves,
push-ups, French refresher courses, kale.
This time will be different. It always is.
Maybe the trick is shorter and shorter gaps
between the restarts until they run together,
like rolling out the lawn mower in May,
working to get a cough, another, three, and with a roar
it starts again. Once more that green smell rises.
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